Another boring weekend. Was at work most of yesterday and didn't even want to be there, usually up for doing lots of overtime - the money comes in handy but just the last couple of months it's become a real chore. I don't get any thanks or appreciation for it and am sick of bailling my employers out of their low resource problem. It sucks people.
Working weekends also means missing out on weekend stuff with my mates. got them round last night as I'm away all week but wasn't feeling much friendship going on. They sat talking about their work - which is different to mine and in my own living room felt excluded. Supplied the beer cause they're both skint and didn't really - in my opinion - come prepared for an evening sitting in someone elses living room. Anyway all seemed OK with the pair of them so might just be my paranoia.
Bed after a few too many cans of beer. made me a tad late for work this morning. Day was lightened up by spending 10 hours working with a girl I'm head over heels in love with. The only problem with this is I don't think she feels exactly the same way - at all. in fact she blew me out a few months ago, so that was frustrating cause spent the whole day, day dreaming about what life would be like if only I could convince this poor girl that I'm not just a big bumbling fool. She gave me a lift home and all I wanted to do was have antoher crack at asking her out but chickened out and have been beating myself up about it all evening.
Thankfully I'm not at work next week, so I can enjoy 7 days of R+R and not have the stress of work hanging over me.
Away for a week and no internet. Going to sign off and sit+enjoy the delights of Scream 2.